Hey everyone,

May has been a bit of a strange month for me, I felt like it was going to be great. I had a few days off work and I planned to blog my socks off and I did nothing.

I've written a whole 10 posts this month.

I have lots of exciting things I want to share, I've treated myself to some new things for holiday and just for the heck of it but I have had no motivation to sit and write.

It will be June in an Hour and It's the month I go on holiday so I'm hoping to get my finger out and get some posts written.

I've taken a load of photo's tonight on my phone and added things to draft posts. Tomorrow I will dump out the memory card from my camera and do the same again.

I don't want to just churn out crap posts for the sake of it but I don't want to vanish completely

I'm planning on resurrecting my  blog scheduled to stick to certain posts on certain days and fingers crossed I will get some regular posts up.

I've so poorly this last week I haven't even opened my laptop and yesterday a period from hell arrived and I don't know what to do with myself. I'm hot, cold, angry, sad, hungry, queasy, tired, full of energy all at the same time.

I have also had a burst of energy reading and I've read 4 books this past week. One I hated, two I loved one confused me and I'm trying to decide what I want to read next.

If you have emailed me in the past week, basically I'm ignoring you, I have about 400 unread emails mainly junk but I think some of them need action from me.

I'm trying to think of anything else to tell you, eerrr nope I think that's it for now.

Thanks for reading and on Friday this week I will be posting a YouTube video where I speak!! eeek I'm scared, I hope you all will watch it and let me know what you think xxxx